anyone who was ever mean or hateful to you.
any boyfriend you ever had that wasn’t me.
anyone who made you feel small or caused you pain.
not hearing your voice.
that I can’t hold you.
not hearing your laugh.
feeling that I am alone.
that you will never meet your grandchildren.
any pain you suffered.
that I couldn’t save you.
the cancer that took you.
that you left me too soon.